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indecisions, indecisions

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daily basis even though you're here to help me.

for those of you who don't know,
this is what it's like inside of a recovering self harmer's mind looks like.
there's the people who want to help you keep your mind off of it,
and then there's the blade, lighter, pills, whatever tools that person may use-
staring straight at you.
trying it's hardest to coax you into coming back to it.
back into it's cruel comfort.
it's hard fighting it when your addicted mind is telling you to do otherwise,
but you can't choose what to do.
you go back and forth,
calmly picking up your tool;
and throwing it across the room, hysterically crying.
i hate that people actually have to go through this.
i've been there,
and now i'm back. in the same exact fucking place.
i love you all and i hope that those of you out there that do harm yourselves,
can grasp the courage and stop.
because it's destroying you. no matter if you think it is or not.
trust me.
it is.
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Chynosaur's avatar
this is absolutely beautiful. ;;